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You'd think I was dead...

Sun Sep 13, 2009, 8:45 AM

Mood: Optimism
Listening to: Fan in boyfriend's room, cars going by
Reading: D Grayman
Watching: Nuttin at the moment
Playing: Chrono Trigger
Eating: Nuttin, I want foods
Drinking: Pepsi

_{But I ain't...

I'm so sorry I haven't been around to make pretty arts or comment like I use to, it's just life really has been hitting hard balls at me, and right in the groin area too.

Summer was very interesting to say the least, I can't believe how much stuff happened in a matter of 3-4 months.

But regardless, I should maybe have more time now, due to financial issues, I'm not going to college this first semester, and my family is moving into another much nicer house :3 I get a bigger room, tv, huge walk in closet, the works.

I'm a bit sad though, as I did live in my old house since FOREVER, and I was practically raised in it, many memories... but hey, it's time to move on, which is what I want to do.

I'm changing, and finally decided to do what I want to do, who I want to be and not what everyone else wants.

Also almost four months with my lovely, I can't be any happier

So this is just a journal to show I'm not dead, when I get the chance, I'm doing a HUGE gallery sweep, get some new art supplies, and maybe start doing commissions!

I'm hopeful to say the least, and trying to be positive :3

That is all.

See ya guys later >W<

These be homies of mine =W=

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Sun Jul 19, 2009, 10:03 AM

Mood: Cheerful
Listening to: Fan in boyfriend's room
Reading: Pokemon Adventure Manga
Watching: Nuttin
Playing: Pokemon Platinum
Eating: I just had cheerios >W>
Drinking: Milk

^{And still on hiatus, kinda.

It was only a matter of time before I was tagged with this, tagged me, so I'm doing it XD I think I've done this quite a few times.

1. post these rules
2. each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.

3.At the end, you have to tagg eight people and post their icons on the same journal.

4.go to their pages and tell them they were tagged.
5. no tag-backs!

1) Today is my 2 month anniversary with my blood and love sucking parasite, aka my boyfriend I'm happy for once.
2) When I stand up, my knees can dislocate and shift around
3) If I had the chance to I would eat a human being, just to know what they taste like.
4) My life is one giant motherfucking thrill ride that you enjoy one second but can hyperventilate and vomit on the next.
5) I have a purse that looks like a boombox, it even has REAL speakers so I can hook mp3's players up to it and play music |3 It's amazing.
6) 'Earth Angel' is currently my favorite song, and also my all time favorite love song.
7) My favorite movie ever has to be 'Who Framed Roger Rabbit?', I love it to death
8) My boyfriend is currently at work until 5, I really should go outside or something instead of playing pokemon XD

Want to know anything else? Just ask, I love being asked questions @W@ ANYTHING AT ALL STUPID OR NOT

WAAH NO WORK UNTIL WEDNESDAY FUCK YEAH PARTY AND 6 FLAGS THIS WEEK

I'm still pretty dead here other then that @A@

These be homies of mine =W=

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Weeaboo Quiz Bump

Wed Jul 8, 2009, 4:35 PM

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Fan
Reading: Pokemon Adventure Manga
Watching: Nuttin
Playing: Pokemon Platinum
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Soda, that never changes

^{I got a job now, I start on the 13th, it's in the middle of nowhere and people are chill, and they don't seem to care if I dye my hair...

Just sucks because I'm a cashier at a grocery store AGAIN =A= I can already feel the sleazy people threatening my life and hitting on me.

Least my boss seems chill.

Cool story Bro amirite?

Saw these floating around journals, so I stole shamelessly

Tag some people and compare your asian-ness

[ ] Both of your parents are from Asia
[ ] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[x] You think DDR is cool
[x] You watch anime
[ ] You like Korean dramas (never really watched them)
[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone...
[x] Your parents want you to marry within your own race (My dad does... )
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[ ] You drink lemon tea (Fuck that, give me Vanilla Chai tea, I make that shit all the time)

4/10

[x]You style your hair
[x] You have a xanga/bebo/myspace/friendster (How does this make me asian?)
[ ] You speak languages other than English
[ ] Your parents are strict compared to other REALLY asian parents
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[ ] You always get A's/B's on your report (B's and C's really, HS wise )
[ ] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting (Lol stereotyping)
[x] You know your multiplication table
[ ] You play badminton or table tennis
[x] You've seen the Asian version The Ring/The Grude (It was stupid)

9/20

[ ] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[ ] You own an Asian car (Because that's what makes you asian... )
[x] You're not the only child
[ ] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[ ] If you're a girl, you prefer white guys over asian guys, or if you're a guy you prefer asian girls (I don't give a shit XD )
[ ] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted (LOL STEREOTYPES)
[ ] You can do the rubiks cube (I bet I can make it into a piece to smoke weed out of though)
[ ] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house (Kitchen drawer, all 10 of them)
[x] You play video games (Currently on Pokemon Platinum and playing Blazblue and Monster Hunter with friends and boyfriend)

12/30

[x] Everytime you're going out your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at
[x] You have have heard of BoA, Gahomezette, Ayumi Hamasaki, Gackt, Jay Chou, Twins, or DBSK (Boa is ok, Ayumi is cool, Gackt's song 'Doomsday' is my fav by him)
[ ] You've been to a LAN party more than 3 times
[x] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house (keeps the cig and weed smell out of my room)
[x] You own a gaming console (Who doesn't?)
[x] You play a musical instrument (use to play the harmonica and ocarina cause I'm cool like that)
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks well
[x] You get nothing if you do well in school

20/40

[ ] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day (I'm in college, parents can't say shit anyways)
[x] You have Asian songs on your computer/iPod
[x] You don't like football
[ ] You have a curfew (HAW HAW, I'm the type that usually doesn't come home for a good 2 or three days now)
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[ ] You like bubble tea (I tried it, wasn't fond of it :< )
[ ] Your parents bought you clothes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come (Dude, not with these boobs :< )
[x] You've played final fantasy (The ones on GBA and DS yes... I've watched my friends play 7 though, it's meh)
[x] You believe in fortune cookies (Interesting little things)

24/50

[ ] You know what bok choy is
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You have/had a tutor (When I was younger)
[x] You've had pocky/yan yan before (That stuff is crack)
[ ] When you seek for your mother's permission she replies "Ask your dad" (HAHAHAHA other wayy around XD )
[x] You like to save things in case you need them later, even if you never use it (Two words: Pack rat)
[ ] You have tasted durian
[ ] You hope to be employed in something practical, like medicine, law, accounting, or engineering (I want to do something with art my life, probably art teacher or something)
[ ] You have eaten dog or snake (No, but I would totally try them both once at least)
[ ] Everyone thinks you're at least a year younger than you actually are (I look like I'm old enough to drink, I'm only 19. )

27/60

[ ] You call your adult family friends "Auntie" or "Uncle"
[ ] You have or have had a bowl cut
[ ] Your parents enjoy comparing you to their friends' kids
and still do (Probably not, I suck)
[ ] You eat everything with chopsticks
[ ] You hang your clothes out to dry on a line attached to the window of your flat and the window across from yours (That would be pretty cool)
[ ] You are applying to an ivy league college
[ ] Your parents or relatives have tried setting you up with someone
[x] You eat for breakfast what is considered food unfit for breakfast (I rarely eat breakfast, but yes)
[ ]You scored higher on the math than you did on the verbal on the SAT
[ ]You always cheer for the Asian athlete on TV

28/70

[x] You love shopping at Costco because everything's cheaper when buying in bulk, even if you don't need so much (Plus my friends work there.. )
[ ] You buy rice in 50lb sacks at least (I probably will soon enough, I do love rice)
[ ] You have had to wear hand-me-downs
[ ] You get two of the same thing but one is better because it's free
[ ] You fight for the bill because of face and pride, even though you don't actually want to pay for such an expensive meal
[x] You make things yourself because it's cheaper, even though it takes more time. (Haha, yeah, or I try at least)
[ ] You own a huge butcher knife but it's actually called a "vegetable knife"
[ ] You own a lot of Tommy Hilfiger or Calvin Klein
[x] You can down cups of tea like water and not feel the caffeine effects because you're used to it (Not from the tea though, caffine from soda)
[x] You love hot pot (Depending on what type of pot were talking about good sir... )

32/80

[x] You make your rice without butter, spices, or salts (THIS depends, I usually make lemon rice which is just rice and lemon juice, I want to make rice with sason seasoning though :3 )
[x] Your parents are especially loud on the phone
[x] You always take home the leftovers from a restaurant
[x] You try to force others into taking the leftovers if you're eating with company
[ ] You give fruits as gifts
[x] You will waste extra gas to find cheaper gas/other things (Oh hell yeah, gas prices are cunts)
[ ] You are smaller in size compared to the Caucasian population
[ ] You have relatives in Canada
[ ] The number 8 is an extremely lucky and important number to you
[ ] The number 4 is an extremely unlucky number to you(pretty unlucky)

37/90

[ ] Every big event revolves around food
[ ] You have gotten used to the smells of herbal medicines
[ ] You are stick thin and want to keep it that way (You kids and your cocaine)
[x] You try to save money on everything you buy
[x] You eat a lot but it doesn't add much to your weight
[ ] You care a lot about staying in fashion with the rest of Asia (fuck that, I just wear what I like)
[ ] School is always the number one priority in your family
[ ] You care a lot about honor and saving face
[x] Your parents expect you to do everything right
[ ] You mix languages up constantly while thinking and speaking

40/100

I'm not very asian/weeaboo XD

List 10 fictional characters you would have sex with (in no particular order) and tag 5 people to do the same.

1)The Warden from SuperJail
2)Hichigo from Bleach
3)Hexxus from Fern Gully ([link]) Because I'm weird like that
4)James from Team Rocket
5)Howl from Howls Moving Castle
6)Dr. Stein from Soul Eater
7)Death the Kid from Soul Eater
8)Spike from Cowboy Bebop
9)Jessica Rabbit from Who Framed Roger Rabbit
10) Haruko from FLCL

Hurffffffff there you go

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These be homies of mine =W=

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Woah woah WOAH!

Sun Jun 28, 2009, 9:47 AM

Mood: Shocked
Listening to: Country music in the background at my bf's house
Reading: Pokemon Adventure Manga
Watching: Nuttin
Playing: Pokemon Platinum
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Soda, that never changes

_{Dude....

DUDE!

WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THESE CELELBS DYING?!

I can understand Ferrah maybe.. and... MJ had it coming too.. no way all that plastic surgery was healthy...

BUT BILLY!? BILLY MCMOTHERFUCKING MAYS!?

WHY!? WHY ARE YOU SUCH A MERCILESS GOD!? ALL HE WAS TRYING TO DO WAS SELL ORANGE GLO AND OXYCLEAN!? YOU SICK SON OF A BITCH!

;A; Now There will never be new commercials I can laugh at while someone spoofs them to my fancy. Now I can never scream YOU SHUT YOUR WHORE MOUTH WHEN BILLY MAYS IS TALKING and have the same feeling or reaction from people again.

Also does anyone find it weird he was 50 years old like MJ? AND AND AND the plane he was on saturday had it's tires blow out when it was landing?

I think !

So yeah, let's enjoy our Celebrity plague while it goes on, who knows what's famous person will croak next.

But for now RIP BILLY ;A; I'LL MAKE SURE TO USE KABOOM ON MY CLOTHES FOR NOW ON!

These be homies of mine =W=

Photography Account:
Places where you can find me!:
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Giant: Damiien
Elf: Circaa

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Somewhat Pointless Survey and Update Journal

Thu Jun 25, 2009, 12:35 PM

Mood: Stumped
Listening to: Nuttin at the moment except birds outside
Reading: Soul Eater Manga
Watching: Nuttin
Playing: Pokemon Platinum
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Soda, that never changes

^{1. How old will you be in five years?
24, Hurf Durf, hopefully by then I'll actually know what I want to do in life and I find my place in life

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Well you could say my boyfriend, me him and a bunch of friends saw Transformers 2 last night o.o and we were at my house but like at midnight and just chilled for awhile. Other then that though no one, it's actually a quiet day for me.

3. How tall are you?
Some days I'm 5'10, other days I'm 6'0 :/ Really depends who's measuring me and who I'm by

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
SUMMER TIME, friends, love, beaches, parties, making a second home out of my dad's place, and just pure relaxation =W=

5. What's the last movie you saw?
Transformers 2, wasn't that bad actually oAo Thing is it was sooo much more actiion pack and humorous then the last, they went to being kid friendly to downright OK HEY TEENS TURN. Pretty too look at, felt like the matrix, and not much story development or dialogue though. XD That and they seemed to love poking fun at hicks and black people.

6. Who was the last person you called?
Hurf, Probably my mom asking about stuff

7. Who was the last person to call you?
Amanda XD telling us about the porn shop that's open 24 hours, we were bored and she called me to tell everyone about shit we could do after after the movies.

8. What was the last text message you received?
My friend Jill, wanting to see if I wanted to hang out after her work and help her make dreadfalls and things :3 Though I dunno if I can go tonight ;A; We'll see.

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
Oh man, no one ever leaves me those anymore, probably my dad or mom...

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Text, I'm terrible on the phone and can only talk to certain people for long periods of times.

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Watching Transformers 2 XD

12. Are your parents married/divorced?
Divorced

13. When did you last see your mom?
This morning

14. What color are your eyes?
Green with brown flecks

15. What time did you wake up today?
10:43am, I had a dentist appointment

16. What are you wearing right now?
Army camo tank top with a black hoodie with a fairy on it and jeans.

17. What is your favorite Christmas song?
Winter Song by Sara Barillies and some other girl, and Silent Night.

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
Anywhere with good vibes, friends, love, fun, and maybe some illegal substances.

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
In the middle of a fight with someone or someone's pain.

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
That's a toughie :< But probably Asia, just because I do enjoy the culture and fashion.

21. What's your pets name?
Pickles, he's a tan hooded rat

22. What are you drinking right now?
Coke with no caffine, why my mother gets this stuff is beyond me -shrugs-

23. If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
Depends who the person is really and what they mean by 'like'. Some I would laugh at and tell them to go fuck themselves, others I would be like 'Oh.. I like you too.. yay'

24. Where did you grow up?
New Jersey, and I'm still growing up in it.

25. Is success in your future?
I'd certainly like to hope so, though everyone's idea of success is different, so you tell me when I get there.

26. Do you get along with girls?
Not... really, I get along with guys more then girls, most of the time they look at me and think I'm weird :/ That or I've had a tendency to get the female kind jealous over the most retarded things @A@

27. Who was the last person to piss you off?
I don't think I have in a long time... but who knows, someone could be pissed off at me right now

28. Does anyone call you babe?
My boyfriend of course, that or crazy.

29. What color are your sheets?
Well the one is a quilt with dragons on it my aunt made me and the other is a mix of black,silver, and white oAo

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Just one

31. What is your favorite season?
It use to be winter, but since it never snows around here it has to be summer, only time I can really have fun :3

33. What do you like about winter?
Snow, Christmas, my birthday, the spirit of winter, sledding, skiing, and a reason to cuddle with your love one on the bed and drink hot coco

34. What do you like about the summer?
Swimming, warmth, no school, more shit to do, beach, fireworks, and reason for me to wear a bikini, bright clothes, kandi, and glow sticks while dancing down the boardwalk.

35. What do you like about spring?
Starts to get warm, flowers, er... more shit to do oAo That's one of the things that sucks being in NJ, we're dependent on tourists for the beach, so everything closes when it gets cold and just start to open in the spring

36. How many states/provinces have you lived in?
Just NJ, though Florida could be considered too

37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
I went back and forth from Bayville to Toms River, not it's Toms River and Lacy.

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Bare feet

39. Are you a social person?
I tend to be, though I can get shy too.

40. What was the last thing you ate?
Leftover ribs

41. What is your favorite restaurant?
Fffff there's the East Buffet that sells awesome sushi and seafood oAo I love it so

42. What is your favorite ice cream?
BEAR CLAW

43. What is your favorite dessert?
Oh mang, Chocolate Pudding Cake, it's amazing

44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
Manhattan Clam Chowder

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
I hate PB & J

46. Do you like Chinese food?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS Oh gawd yes

47. Do you like coffee?
NO

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
Er... um.... >> one? Maybe?

49. What do you drink in the morning?
I don't get up in the morning, so when I get up I drink soda...

Do you like Twilight?
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
I sleep on the right side at home, but if I'm with my boyfriend and if we sleep over our friends house or his, I tend to always sleep on the left side.

52. Do you know how to play poker?
Nope

53. Do you like to cuddle?
I'm a cuddle whore

54. Have you ever been to Canada?
Nooppe

55. Do you have an addictive personality?
People tend to get addicted to it yes they do.

56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
I try to eat at home, but I'm never home, so I tend to eat at my boyfriends house or at a friends, I'm like the random family member nao XD

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Nope

59. Do you want kids?
One day sure, 2 or 3.

60. Do you speak any foreign languages?
Nope

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Not yet oAo

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
Fuuuu Ocean cause the waves are fun to ride

64. Do you prefer a window seat or aisle iseats?
Window seat YESSSS I like looking out the window

65. Do you know how to drive stick?
Oh god... no.. I'll probably learn in time

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Besides the people I love, art supplies, food, and clothes oAo

67. Do you wear any jewelry?
All the time, it ranges from millions of things of kandi bracelets, two spikey collars, star pendent, checkered collar, rainbow collar, and lord knows what else XD I like my jewelry

68. What is your favorite TV show?
Superjail probably, I don't really watch tv

69. Can you roll your tongue?
Yepper

70. Who is (are) the funniest person (people) you know?
All my friends XD We're so damn ridiculous!

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
I sleep with my annabelle doll, how she's still intact after almost 7 years scares me

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
Sexy Vampire the JustinB Remix by Disko Warp, it's old though, I gotta make new ringtones

73. Tag 5 people and give them a shout
You, Hitler, Mary Jane, Rebecca, God.

Bleh, sorry for the lack of art and activity, I really don't have much of an excuse except for being out all the time and also just lack of inspiration. XAX

I mean I've had it for awhile now, all I'm able to really produce is sketches and that's it, I can never find myself able to work on full pictures and finishing them @A@ And I really don't want to clutter my gallery with JUST sketches, it looks unclean and boring.

I'm not really sad or anything either which is the weird thing, I have no reason to be upset, my life is too awesome and wonderful for me to frown at. I just don't have that motivation or inspiration anymore, and it does tend to lead to more then JUST art, I've been like this on career choices and shit too.

Life has taken me through many twists and turns and so much shit has happened that I never thought would in millions of years. Most of it was a surprise that bit me on the ass, but in the end it's brought me to where I am now and again, I can't complain.

Good friends, wonderful boyfriend, fun times, job possibly on the way (in b4 broken record, I know shut up), roof over my head, and I plan to start living with my mom and dad, possibly make my dad's home more permanent then my mothers.

The only downside is my mother being practically broke at the moment, which lead to my phone being turned off at one point and then the internet and cable, but both came on quickly. It's just hard on her because she tends to get snappy and anxious, not knowing what the hell to do with herself. We're waiting on the mortgage to be settled and approved, if it isn't my mother plans to move with her boyfriend.... which is literally right by the worse Highschools in the town, and also very close to certain other things I rather not be by. However, I'm not really worried about it, just more worried about getting some money and also just figuring out where the hell I'm going in the little planet of ours.

Finding magic powers or an alien race to help me with the guide wouldn't be so bad right about now.

Again, don't take this as a BAAAAAAAAW, I really am happy, but I guess I'm in that moment in life where I just have to sit and figure shit out... and what better time to do it then now, enjoying my summer, loving every bit of it.

-ramble ramble- As for art, well I can't say I won't ever post anything, but as you probably noticed now, it's slow, and it will be that way for awhile until I get my spark back like when I was younger. I guess this is what growing up is though, hard and sort of bitchy when it comes to mentality.

These be homies of mine =W=

Photography Account:
Places where you can find me!:
Myspace: myspace.com/morgandesu
Facebook: [link]rofile
Mabinogi: Add me: Human: Memoriee
Giant: Damiien
Elf: Circaa

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